Words escape my mind And slip my lips And I'm afraid in time I'll lose my grip Because I can't describe Why I feel like this And behind my eyes Lie the darkest pits And I know it's my crime Because I'm the one who missed Although my ways are benign I still clenched my fists When I say I'm fine It's the truth I miss Because that's a lie And the truth is the antithesis My mind's desire Creates a shrouding mist Covering my soul's fire In which it has been quenched