Feb 2019
It’s 3 in the morning
Wearing your blue shirt, I’m smiling
Everywhere I go, I see you
In every person, I look for you
Been months since I have been pretending
“I don’t love you”, good lying!
But it strucks me every day
I don’t like things this way
Thought you were all mine
In this, I found my pride
You and me, up against them all
How could you let me fall?
You knew how strong I seem,
As much as fragile I am underneath
The sheets are cold, so is my heart
Now I don’t know where to start
It’s selfish to ask them to be ”you”
Oh but I can’t love somebody new
So I build a fortress around me
Put up some bricks, lay down the concrete
I won’t let you walk through my fence
Found my weapon of defence
If you’re here, please stay
We’ll talk about love some other day
Wearing your blue shirt, I’m smiling
Everywhere I go, I see you
In every person, I look for you
Been months since I have been pretending
“I don’t love you”, good lying!
But it strucks me every day
I don’t like things this way
Thought you were all mine
In this, I found my pride
You and me, up against them all
How could you let me fall?
You knew how strong I seem,
As much as fragile I am underneath
The sheets are cold, so is my heart
Now I don’t know where to start
It’s selfish to ask them to be ”you”
Oh but I can’t love somebody new
So I build a fortress around me
Put up some bricks, lay down the concrete
I won’t let you walk through my fence
Found my weapon of defence
If you’re here, please stay
We’ll talk about love some other day
