at first, it is all-encompassing swallowing you whole as you sink deeper and deeper everything begins to go dark as the light on the surface begins to fade into blackness
but as you fall into heartbreak, you almost get comfortable while the darkness and lack of air engulf you.
you grasp for air but with every gulp you take, you begin to drown until you feel nothing but emptiness in every crevice of your body
but to some extent, you like it.
as the agony and darkness take over, you accept where you are and believe there is no way up now that you've fallen so far.
and when you close your eyes for what feels like the final time, the light breaks the calm surface and you rise up to taste the sweet air once again.