You are supposed to be my example; my model; my idol, my wonderful, my perfect, my life-like-you example. Instead, you are my opposite, my don't, my bad, my no, my devil, my nobody, my villain, my don't-be-like-you. What have you turned into? What if I no longer want to be like you? What if I don't like this you? Well, somehow, I still love you. Don't ask me how, 'cause I don't know myself.
Why do I still love you? What have you turned yourself into? Where is your old self? The one that I love, or used to love...