Is it right to have suicidal thoughts? And having feelings of being lost. Stuck in my head reading the same passage. From a note I wrote in the past . When things were hazy, but still the love last. Now beaten and torn . I feel like giving up. I feel like going to that place , Where everyone says my past can be erased. Sadly even when I do , it won't be like that. I've done wrong in my time .I deserve some torture. But it's all the same here Apon this Earth . It's all torture . Live everyday with stress and anguish. I'll die without receiving my first wish. Is it right to have suicidal thoughts like this?