Thank you for soaking up my tears I know there have been quite a bit just this past year Thank you for absorbing my crys You muffle my voice Cradle my face while I scream "why!" You have seen the worst I prayed to die in your embrace To be saved from this misery To live left like a curse Thank you for holding my head up Even when I had no strength to do it myself You stepped in and acted as my back-up I'm going to find my worth I'm not no longer afraid I'm going to live like its my last day on earth Because I always know you are right there Waiting for me to come back Ready to take me as I am No matter what emotions I bare