the ache burns my fingertips as I bathe in self-hatred I am letting my guards down again vulnerability taking over my body viciously staring into your soul envying the grace of your sadness
leaves on the branches losing time falling out of colour and me, pretending I'm not waiting for the winter to come around to cover me with snowflakes to burn the patterns on my skin for your eyes to follow
go ahead, break my heart once more I'll let you in as soon as you ask endlessly, stuck in a state of mind of caring about the worst
when did I become a ghost inside of a dead body following the madness that is loving