I want the kind of love, That's just as real as pain, The kind you don't recover from, Nor want to anyway, An elated sense of presence, Like needles through a hand, Breathing at the mercy, Of my heart's every command, The rush of pure adrenaline, When stepping on a nail, How it grabs my blood's attention, And keeps my armor frail, And if I should be so lucky, To have the state of sharp pain linger, I hope one day you'll meet me, The way a hammer meets a finger.