it is my heart language. a tongue my soul needed to flourish. one that only I could come to find, a language that I needed to discover for myself. in uncovering this alone, I was able to grow more, more than if it was my native speech.
though it may not be my mother tongue, spiritually it is a part of me, it always has been. I needed a trigger, an experience, to unearth this buried part of my existence. I was meant to speak this language, one many may speak, but few understand to its depth and its core.
it is a God given gift, one He meant for me to find in my solace, a part of my soul He waited eagerly for me to find. when I found this part of myself, I understood my trials and my pains. this tongue erased my scars, healed my wounds. it buried my shame, and unveiled my soul.