I'm so sure you woke up next to your wrong side and said "Nah, I'm gonna win today because you're not my partner in crime today" It's efficient the way I can change perspectives to what I need at the moment It's a chance I need to take in order to make believe I can make it.
No matter the consequences It's about how much I can win today Before the air in my lungs give out And the skip in my feet give in
I hope you know how much I care, because you were always there Your presence is always around It made me believe in the right ideas It made me believe I can do no wrong I know I can be cruel sometimes But I can be a good person When the day comes that I don't try Please remind me with a gentler nudge Gentler than the way my mouth is quick And my hands are heavy Kinder that the daggers in my eyes When I judge every boy who is in love Meeker than a toddler going up to an elder brother Asking him to help fix any precious moment he has left in this stage of his life I can't help but see the light of day in the most bleak moment It's everything I ever wanted It's everything I ever hoped for It's not the light at the end of the battle It's the light every moment continued to become alive for Hope is not a jousting contest Where the truth fights with the facts It's about something that you need cultivated It's about something you need to promise Make that pact with yourself You cannot be wise If you cannot admit to not knowing. Make believe in the truth about yourself That you can be carefree, with responsibility. I love you I hope you never lose the ability to be loving Loving others with the light and strength that you know needs to be worked on Be a light for others Be a light that blind in strength A light that blinds out complacency A light that grows plants And creates life