The tissues I have cried into are my excuses, to hide the clutter of calls and love I forgot to return. Sometimes it is too late to clear the mess I made. It is more difficult to retain my will to clean it all up, which sort of made me guilty of creating another sad person. But what is another tissue in another sea. Everyone dreams of sailing into a brighter morning leaving behind their darkness in anotherβs mind. What if I am as selfish as them. What is another ship, another selfish wish amidst thousand such others- all stranded on a water-less heart all looking for a flood, instead of directions.