insecurity is eating me the world is showing me that you have to be having it all or you have nothing. i should be happy with my natural blessings. my hair my face my me because it all belongs to God and i was made special in his image and if he supplies all of my needs then my natural self is okay that is all i should need. those people that i envy those people aren't happy those people are irresponsible those people are temporary because they waste their life and feed on on temporary things and you are what you eat. those people don't care those people are full of the gigantic meal called themselves their ego. i see but the would feeds me a different meal which i am the cook they feed me my own unsatisfactory. wow this is how i eat and be eaten.