He has a spot beneath his ribcage. I often find myself touching the soft skin that dips on his body. He can be so ******* me yet his lips are soft. He has gentle caring eyes. Murky. Never have I seen a set of blue as amazing as his. Sometimes the gap in his teeth can be sighted between his pink lips. And I know he thinks he is ordinary. But I want him to know he is beautiful. And like no other person I've ever known. He will not let me love him. I know he doesn't believe when I say the words. He doesn't want to. I show him by touching the scruff on his delicate face. I show him by asking for one more kiss even when he is tired and agitated. I'll always desire his presence and his skin on mine. He will not let me love him. Yet I do
Loving him is hard when he won't allow me to. I don't believe he means it when he says he loves me. But I am patient.