A nother ****** day B inging, then throwing up; Hunger C rying, as usual D eath sounds comforting E each day is a struggle F orcing smiles G one too soon? Not soon enough H eaven isn't for people like me. I nternal struggle—i want to die//i want to live .. J ust one more cut .. Oops, too many to count K ill yourself, my thoughts say L iving is exhausting M ore scars N othing inside. It's hungry. Being eaten alive O h, I woke up this morning, I wanted to die P ain .. So much pain. Q uit it! R est in peace [RIP] S hut up! T hese thoughts will be the death of me. Tired U nder the facade is a corpse. Im a walking dead V ery soon i will end it. W hy should I stay alive? Should I **** myself? X friends, x lovers, goodbye Y es Z ero thoughts
26 days since my last failed attempt. I will be successful next time. I have to.