afraid of having you wholefully for a fear of losing you pieces by pieces, slowly from trapping you inside of me 24/7 to letting you go entirely by saying i love you each and every single night doesn't mean i want to be yours i just wanted to feel, be loved, by loving in case i don't get any of you either because you're not used to me or you choose not to it doesn't matter cause every time my eyes scream 'you look beautiful' in every light i met you my heart runs a marathon for the hope of welcoming yours into mine even my nose sense a tragic yet desiring story of one who fell so deep one became so in love and for each time you smile, not for me, for who, but the world, my existence has been blessed for letting you be one of thousands i've seen one of hundreds i know one of few i befriend one of one i fell for
and when the time comes, i know my invitation never really went away