pen in my hand
words in my mind
lost still I am and
no rhymes can I find

something watery in the eyes
blurring all the view
trickles down the eyes
like a drop of dew

feels warm on cold cheeks
heart beating very fast
didn't get what heart seeks
future , present or past

regret is everywhere
knowing it will not change
It is too hard to bear
life is unfair and strange

feelings too much mixed
tired, angry and sad
maybe the fate is fixed
everything seems gloomy and sad

fearing what would happen next
tired of all this fuss
can madness  be explained in text?
what has happened to us?

who is friend or foe ?
I really don't know