you wake up at 6 take a deep breath and find in the depth of you the strenght to deal with another day, in that awful job, in which you're not valued or happy. and you keep on going holding up the tears various times a day. you manage to stand all those boring small talks, with people that don't actually care. you stand the noise from the machines but the loudest one is from the cracks breaking inside you, and from your soul being suffocated. becaming a robot. that's what they wanted, right?
and when it's late and you're tired, you go home and spend the last hours of your day watching other people's lifes on TV or instagram, just so you don't think about how meaningless is your own life. just so you don't have to deal or think about anything at all. just until you fall asleep to wake up to another pathetic day.