a musician a symphony he can feel it finger by finger. when he plays it he is singing it inside his mind. he said "There's a pretty good chance I'll never get anywhere." he puzzles me. he seems to have forgotten already that he ever was such a person that may have significance. no concept of him as he was; valuable. Well, just for fun I wrote about the details of him quiet and humble and letting the music speak for him though he thought any voice of his small whether from his mouth or his instrument but I could hear him just fine