I can't write in the silence. I write best, when there is music playing through my headphones. When, part of my brain is preoccupied singing along to whatever is on the radio- and to some that may seem counterproductive.
It's like suddenly, my inhibitions and fears of saying the wrong thing disappear and I can write freely. Like being drunk, without the consequences.
I wish I was in the point in my life, I could simply say the words I need to say, instead of typing them.
This probably doesn't even make sense and I'll probably delete it later on