we were lying in my bed - legs tangled together, his head on my chest. it had been a long day but all i felt was warmth in this cold winter night and all i could think about was him. there's this boy, looking up at me, holding me tight to his body. illuminated by the night light, he looks like an angel sent to earth just for me. and at that moment, i could see a lifetime of this. a lifetime of cuddles after a hard day. a lifetime with him. and suddenly i wasn't scared anymore.