Waking up to a heavy chest My body begging me to sleep again And my anxiety begins the second I realize I'm alive I'm trying to learn to function With all of this negative energy inside me I know it'll pass and I know it'll get better But right now it hurts I feel unloved Unloveable I feel lost inside myself A place I can't stay too long Before I lose my mind I can tell myself I'm worth it and That my worth isn't defined by others And it works for a bit Until something else comes up and My heart loses its energy And I either feel like giving up Or ready to fight everyone