They say actions speak louder than words and if that’s true I was screaming
Empty words empty smiles Haunted the last few years of school Somedays it was obvious no talking no smiles no anything but my “friends” didn’t notice didn’t care and the ones that would’ve cared I didn’t go to
Fake gestures fake friends you said you cared about me but you didn’t you just wanted the math homework inviting me over was just for certainty
Anxious actions anxious me trying desperately to keep these people my friends but I couldn’t keep fighting I was already screaming help me I’m hopeless, helpless, and scared and they couldn’t hear me so fighting and pleading wasn’t worth it anyway
Leaving them leaving fear or so I thought but years of fake friends and unheard actions unheard screaming made me think that my other friends wouldn’t hear me too
Loving friends Loving me they heard me they helped me help myself and I don’t need to scream and fight and plead anymore because they hear me before I even start screaming