look up- there's the ceiling with its memories of people passing under and through switching trains exchanging hearts if you close your eyes you can hear the goodbyes and the whistle of the train as it puffs away and beyond sight there is so much beyond sight and i'm running up and down the stairs here at grand central station looking for someone to hold my heart maybe love was on the train that just drove away or maybe i'm just a little early i check my watch and the grandfather clock dings. i am not alone, i am with a friend and so many strangers and my friend looks at me and says 'are you ready?' i don't know if i am ready i like being in a place of goodbyes but she says to me that goodbyes are only the start of a hello and i guess she is right but i can't help but think if you were here with me holding my hand watching lovers part and mothers cry how wonderful it would be to be the ones who have gained, not lost- watching others say goodbye while we're just beginning to say hello.