I have never wanted anything so bad I've never felt this before I would throw away everything else If you would take me back once more
I promise I will make you happy I swear I'll try my best I will do whatever you say as long As you let me rest my head on your chest
If you wrap your arms around me I believe fear I can confront No matter what it takes, I will be the girl you need instead of one you don't want
The worst type of pain is the kind that whispers "you'll never be the same." Keeps you wide awake at night Convinces you that you are to blame
If I could be more like you Maybe you would love me like you did See me for the person I am Instead of a little kid
Part of me will always be In love with who you were My arms are open in case You discover it's me you would prefer
I hope someday you realize There are a lot of ******* out there I'm not like other girls here And you're going to find out that's rare
Right now I might be "immature", Insecure, too easily upset At least I don't give up on people I love if they're not perfect yet.
It gives me chills to read this poem I wrote back in 2012 after my first serious boyfriend dumped me because now I am the person dishing out the hurt and it brings me pain to know I'm making someone I love feel the same way I felt.