I hear the rumbling of a distant train the steady pulse makes its way up the mountain through the leafless trees and dense mist of an oncoming thought but it does not come closer only passes and fades to still calm time the large blackbirds search along the blanketed white hills but there is little to feed upon and I sense defeat as they pull their wings tighter against the wind the days are cold this high and the nights are unforgiving one bird leaves the limb landing upon my window ledge peers through the glass and catches my eye quickly learning that he will find no solace here