Declaration of Infatuation
by TeeCrushTV
After I made my declaration of infatuation
You sent me to damnation
A place that eats at you with the isolation
I begged my friends for some kind of salvation
But they couldn't help me until I let go of my negation
Still I didn't let go because I loved the sensation
You filled me with some kind of sedation
And I couldn’t resist the temptation
You’re just so beautiful
You’re perfect
And you mean the world to me
You’re worth every amount of my adoration
And I still think you deserve more admiration
You filled me inspiration
And being with you became my aspiration
And so I declared my infatuation
But due to some kind of complication
A mix up in the constellations
Our cells had some kind of mutation
And now it led me to my ultimate devastation:
Our complete separation
And it turned out, that to you,
I was nothing more than an agitation
We were no longer able to hold a conversation
Because your every sentence became an exclamation
And I couldn’t see the problem, I needed an explanation
I need to know why you think I’m some kind of abomination
Because now you treat me with immense brutalization
And believe me it’s no different than decapitation
And god it hurt so bad, so very bad
But I survived
My heart managed to live through its annihilation
And even after that, I hold you in glorification
They think I'm a fool, but I get over the humiliation
And sometimes I have all these hallucinations
Where I think I’m holding your hand and can feel your blood’s circulation
But then I realize it’s just an aberration
And I constantly find myself in frustration
Because you were my only source of motivation
I only woke up in morning to relieve myself of deprivation
And you wouldn’t understand my appreciation
For the happiness you gave me at our unification
All because I loved you
And maybe too much
I just wish I could go back in time
And make things right
Through some kind of alteration
Prevent you from having any kind of misinterpretation
Save myself from the isolation
The sleepless nights and exasperation
Taking helpless actions out of desperation
And every time I came to your perfection
You slapped my face with rejection
It’s like you never put any thought into our combination
I can relieve of your desolation
You’d never have to face your heart’s obliteration
I'd never stop loving you
You’d always have my full attention
You’ll never face rejection
And you’d never see your own imperfections
And all you’d have to do
Is come to this abominable creation,
And accept his declaration of infatuation