Why?

They keep leaving me,Because I'm sick
They always leave me,Because I'm Afraid to speak
They always leave me,Because I can't straighten the fact
They always leave me,Because I don't have the luck

They keep leaving me,and it makes me sad
They always leave me,the tears of a lad
They always leave me,things became pretty bad
They always leave me,I need a hug

Why do they always leave me with more questions?
In my mind, that keeps telling me that I'm a different person
Back from the past it's too late now to make this decision
I should sleep all day long and talk to my friends in my own imagination