My heart is pounding so fast it could almost  escape my ribcage and blow up
My fingers are cold and white as if the life in them wasn't present
My face pale and tired from the lack of sleep
I don't know how long I'll be able to last

I put on a fake smile to cover up the overpowering pain I hide indide of me
I don't want to hurt them with my hurt
They won't ever see me cry
Everyone has their own problems afterall
I'll rather pretend like everything is fine

What more is there to do? I'll just silently try to push through this suffering
They can't help me only your love could but you've disappeared and my sanity disappeared with you