I thought I'd be numb by now I am no stranger to your pain Repeatedly I reach into my heart Failing to sever the vein One that connects my love for you There is no longer anything to gain Be gone from me Cause me no more shame Falling into your tricks Playing your sick mental game Father is what you never were It's only a name Every year you call to promise change Why am I always surprised when it all stays the same I can no longer stand beside you A daughter you will never claim Pictures is all we ever were In a cheap little frame