When I was young, I fell in love with a little bit of despair. I thought we'd be happy together till he wrecked me beyond repair. I fell off that bold chair of success, swooped from the sky. I had it all and now it's gone to pieces I have no clue why. Alas there's a sea of "whys" in thirst of reasons and "fors" And my beloved despair breaches into my heartcore Like a sword deep dipped into the chest of a battlefield He goes through my youth and whatever I have yet to build.
A consistant theme in daily life is despair. not intending to concentrate too much on it, though. Just a note of identification.