your cheeks blush a light red, a dark pink and i think to myself maybe it's time that i wash off the oppression from your skin the colonial violence and the crimes against humanity your eyes are a certain kind of blue that i always associated with privilege and pain but maybe there's more to them the ocean under the moon the poppies mid-june you burn under the sun but maybe that isn't a punishment from God instead a blessing from the God of Sun who loves you so much that She can't help but kiss you just a little too long your white skin speaks of your history with your all too obvious scars and bruises that shine (you couldn't ever see mine) maybe they are not from the wars you started but the ones you fought protecting yourself from your own demons while you button your shirt, i see the light shadow of blonde clean-shaven, button-up in a suit white men with power over me white men who want to hurt me i am the enemy, i think. he is the enemy, i think. they are the enemy, i think. or maybe- maybe he is the midnights turned morning the coffee and the cream cheese the husband the father the start of a revolution colored light brown, dark white the lineage that is not of oppressors the lineage that is not of the oppressed the lineage that is us- survivors, fighters, or simply- just two kids in love.
revisiting my colonial past and peeking a glance at my romantic future