I don't want to be that girl he calls in the middle of the night, although I enjoy the attention. I don't want to be the girl in her feelings about him talking to other girls when I am not even his. I don't want to be the girl who gets drunk and blows up his phone because he decided not to answer. I don't want to be the girl who write poetry about a guy who can't respond to her text messages. I don't want to be the girl who's heart hurts when she thinks of distancing herself. I don't want to be the girl who falls so easily in love with the potential & future success she sees in beautiful men. I don't want this... This lonely feeling, this sorrow to know that all that potential you love doesn't see the same within you.