i never thought i'd make it this far. let's start with that. i never thought i'd have someone look me in my eyes and tell me they're in love with me and see such a bright future, with... me. i never thought i'd live through all of the pain, agony, torture, slices and burns on my arms and legs, yelling, screaming, and dark hallways. i never thought i'd find a light. i never thought it would be hiding within myself, just waiting for the spark to ignite all that i am worth. i am more than their cruel words and intentions. i am more than circumstance and ****** situations. i am more than anyone expected me to be. and everyday i grow and surpass all of that more and more. i am 16, going on 17. and for once, there is light, there is a future, there is kindness. my eyes have never been so open. i hope no one comes to close them again.
i've allowed so much to happen to me. i am not a victim. i'm better than that. and it may have taken 16 years on this earth to consider my worth, but for once i understand my life is promised. i CAN rewrite the stars.