And things had never been so good! Well, that's what I was supposed to say.
I had broken months before, But I was too frightened to let you in. So as we came together, Something else joined us there.
I'm afraid that I went first, and strayed further than we meant to, But something took a hold of us, And suddenly we were spiralling
Further and further from our intended path until we crash-landed: bodies, exposed, souls, in tatters, us, in ruin.
I don't really know what happened to me in Kiwoko - I fear I never will, but Sasha I am so sorry for the person I returned as. Long distance was harder than I expected and I wish I had been better for you. I should have listened to you and your mum, and just come home, but I didn't, and I paid the price for that when we went too far and it broke us apart.