seasons change, but I remain the same. A feel of the frost that lingers in my hands, leaving a numbnessΒ to idly caress them. A taste of the scorching heat that singes my tongue black, spewing out fire like an angered dragon hungry for tears. A view of heavy storms or sunny days, confusion of feelings that leads to frustration and outbursts. A sound of leaves crunching on the ground, wishing I could just fall and be crushed down to nothing but dust. A smell of each holiday transitioning to the next, leaving me to wonder when I will to. And yet, the seasons go by so quickly, and I am stuck in time. I am stuck in a place where people keep moving on while Iβm confined to just watch the seasons go by. I can not move.
I'm incapable of letting go of things that hurt so I can heal and move on.