I was attached to you.

Vibes of pure joy and beauty steamed off of your body like a wet stone in a hot fire.

I never told you.
Why did I never tell you.

I'd do anything for you.

My dreams were filled with you. No one but you.

I had so many chances, so many reasons

to leave you.

I should've taken them.
I should've left while I could.

You lifted me higher than any human could imagine. You tied a weight to my love numbed foot.

And dropped me.

I hit the ground harder than I ever thought possible.

And you didn't even seem to care.

You made me feel as if life itself had forget of my existence.

I loved you.
I still love you.

So thank you.

Thank you for scarring me.
Thank you for killing me.

Thank you for destroying every last bit of self respect I had.

I promise myself, from this point forward, I will never

Fall
In
Love

Again.