Your smiles fades,
Ashes of opportunity.
I lie awake wanting,
Nothing to do with me.

You were so close,
But so far away.
I need a dose,
To escape this pain.

Your eyes are open,
My eyes are closed.
You’re still going,
I lost hope.

You know your future,
I know my fate.
Yours is sooner,
Mine is today.

Your love is hidden,
My love is trapped.
You’re never ridden,
I’m always sad.

You’re getting better,
I’m getting worse.
You can write letters,
I can write words.

You can laugh,
I can cry.
You’ve never had,
Me by your side.

You define beauty,
I define outcasts.
You speak truly,
I fail to outlast.

You know friends,
I know the devil.
Your game will end,
I’m stuck on first level.