I stand in the mirror wearing nothing but light blue boxer briefs I step closer to look at my face my hair is brown on the sides with blond highlights mixed in a quiff it appears natural but I in fact dyed it with peroxide the skin under my eyes sags with a faint purple tint my eyes sit light brown, almost olive, but not quite my cheekbones are noticeable and my jawline is fairly defined but my skin is sprinkled with my teenage-pizza acne I guess it just adds to that boyish look or whatever I step back to look at my sun stained chest my birthmark lies to the left about an inch from my belly button the birthmark looks like a mask and it is only about the size of my fingernail my chest sits rather fit with a faint outline of abs from intermittently working out in the gym. two defined lines that disappear into the tight waistband of my Calvin's I slide off those and now stand ****-naked my eyes follow the lines as they fade away into a a trimmed area of short hairs with a centerpiece only a few have seen on my thigh sit a chaotic line of red streaks where my anger flows but as I turn my body to show the mirror my side I find the red streaks fading to brown. a sign of change I turn all the way around to see my backside it's quite a bit fairer than the rest of my skin. not flat like most guys but not quite round like many girls. it kinda jiggles a bit unless I flex it, but I find doing so quite strange I feel my calfs they have gained some mass and no longer resemble twigs this is probably due to those early morning five-mile runs my legs grew longer too but I don't believe by much I put my underwear on and turn off the lights