I've got lead bones and not enough muscle to lift them The blanket of bipolar depression Is heavy I'm crushed in the grinding teeth of paranoia and anxiety They like to hold hands and jump around together Stomping me down Until I am a depression in the earth Until I fill with rainwater I am a cup continually filled and emptied Running between the drought and the flood The inbetween doesn't exist here Just valleys and hills High cliffs and sharp drop offs