Sand - Hello Poetry

Sand Feb 2018

Milord

You shall bleed!

No Milord, please

You shall harm yourself!

No Milord, please

You shall love the one who does not reciprocate!

No!!! I beg you Milord, no! Don't do this to me!

You shall suffer!
You shall suffer!
You shall suffer!
Till death comes for you!

Y-yes Milord

#depression #anxiety #tired #suffering #pain #unrequitedlove #agony #exhausted #mad

Sand Feb 2018

So Be It

It's lonely and cold
Without your voice
It's bitter and miserable
Without your words
But if that's the price I have to pay
For the paths we've chosen
So be it

#lonely #bitter #miserable #depression #anxiety #paths #bestfriend #love

Sand Feb 2018

Should I Give Up Or Should I Sleep

Being genuine
Caused me more pain
Keep smiling could've helped
Knowing to keep my distance would've helped
Maturing faster might've helped
Should I blame my depression?
Should I blame the little professional help I get?
Should I keep throwing blame?
Or just give up and go to sleep

#depression #anxiety #pain #agony #tireed #exhaustion #life

Sand Oct 2017

Searching For Home

Sunlight burns my face everyday
Yet I am cloaked in shadows

Even the moonlight burns my face
But all around me is still dark

I am a lonely soul, around the world I roam
Searching for acceptance, searching for home

I'm really lonely in spite of being surrounded by so many people in my immediate surroundings

#lonely #depression #anxiety #sadness #home #searching #sunlight #moonlight #life #struggles

Sand Oct 2017

Rest

See, I have a racing mind
Trapped in a sluggish body
I've dreamed an entire world outside space and time
I made it to comfort me
For when this world slips out of my grasp
And I have no hold on my sanity
My world is there, so rich, so vast
To pick me up and grant me rest

#depression #anxiety #mentalillness #mentalhealth #daydream #comfort #rest #sanity

Sand Oct 2017

Sing Along

The sound of you living your life
motivates me to keep living mine,
and create my own song
to sing along with yours

my best friend is helping me get through my bad times, while also going through his own fair share of difficulties. This is for him. Seeing him get up and live life in spite of everything, is an inspiration to me

#love #bestfriend #friendship #depression #anxiety #relationship #romance #boyfriend #girlfriend #life

Sand Oct 2017

Beloved

Take my unfinishes melodies
and stich them into a song
Oh beloved
Your cruelty, your kindness
have both robbed me

(excerpt from "Chaandaniya" [Moonlight], written by Amitabh Battacharya)

Chaandaniya (Moonlight) is a Hindi song from the 2014 film, 2 States. I am currently listening to it on repeat. I love the lyrics

#love #romance #relationship #complicated #moon #moonlight #hindi #boyfriend #girlfriend #romantic