So i stand in front of a boy i never gave up on Til now, you're taking my strength when i need to stay strong It's like watching a creation from a test tube; experiment Only less of a man and more of a little princess!
I took punches to the face for you, prove my f!@#$%ng loyalty! You just stood there, proof that in return you'd do f@#k all for me! It's like when I needed you most you was standing, walking dead Hopeless and far from helpful in your own battles, yet again!
For months I've tried dragging a dead weight out from his own grave That with his own hands and borrowed strength he decided once he'd made Yet how can you pull something that refuses to move It's not that he's stuck for f@#k sake, he just doesn't want to!
Doesn't have a job, doesn't go to school Instead lives in a van in his backyard and refuses to move Or do anything as a matter of fact, just cry over his last love You've all the time and i think I've heard enough!
Of hearing how she's your everything, wake up dude you're fifteen I get you get feelings to but you're sounding like a ***** love machine! All i hear nowadays is how you're so f@#$ing depressed Suicidal like it's vital to take anger out on your own chest!
You could have been the best, beaten every test You have a brain for Christ's sake, stop talking about Death Like he's your best friend, that was me but now i gotta let go Of someone i held out for, who cries for help but only cries for soap
Make a reality show out of it, a helpless little man I had such hope where did it go i just don't f@#$ing UNDERSTAND!!
******... you took my energy, my sleep, my time... and all for nothing. No thanks, no gratitude just... you