I shine no more
As darkness surrounds me
Engulfing my radiant from within
Ruling all over me

I used to sparkle
Like a unique crown jewel
But it turned out unlucky
So I threw the jewel

Now I am shattered
Broken all over again
My eyes drolling with tears
Bearing countless pain again

My mind is numb
My feelings, has become a joke
I know the laughter from behind
Yes, this life is also a joke

My pillow would understand
The silent cries at night
When it's the only friend
I have, close to hug in the night

I know, my story is not unique
Like others have judged before
But this darkness wouldn't fade either
I've tried losing it before...


©sim