thanks for not having kissed me that night --- i felt on my skin you were craving to intertwine our lips but trust me: it would have been like kissing something as cold as a tombstone. i felt your heartbeat loud and clear but i'm more distant than a wedding ring thrown into the sea, i'm lost and you would need a lot of breath just to catch a glimpse of what i used to be. i felt your warmth too, right now i feel more comfortable in my darkness,Β Β heat and light scare me a lot like everything else temporary. so thank you for not letting me hurt you.