Why?

That's what I'm asking myself.

I should have been more careful
I just thought I knew you better
I was terribly mistaken
I should have never put my trust in you
I get that I'm a fool
I didn't know you were so cruel
I need space

You surely aren't my friend
You like to play pretend
You really aren't to blame, cause I knew this all along
You call me when you need me
You tell me that you're hurting
You know that I'm too nice
You kick me when I'm down

Why really isn't the question.

A silly dreamer like me.
I should know just what you are.