Got the call before noon. I can't believe this news. Jerry, you're gone. I can't believe this news. My nephews and sister left all alone. I can't believe this news. I can't process. I can't. How could this happen? It is too soon for God to need you. My sister needs you. Johann needs you. Jaben needs you. I'm so sad. You're gone. This has to be a joke. What a cruel cruel joke. I need time to process. I need this to sink in. I need. I need.