For so long I have been so strong. I can feel my armour starting to deteriorate. I miss you and yes, it does hurt. These late nights have been getting so long. I've waiting for the wrong people to answer my texts wishing it was you. The thought of you being gone forever has finally started setting in and there is a fire in my lungs because of it. It's almost like I was sure you were going to come back, and you never did.