I wipe tears from my eyes. [**** it this is hard] I cloak myself in darkness. [i guess it can hide me] My eyes are rimmed in red so I hide them. [blah, bah. she says to look like i'm okay] Chin up, head high. [but i don't want to lie. i'm not alright.] No more tears. But I'm sobbing still inside. *I never stopped.
My family's life has been destroyed now. God, I miss my granddad.