It's nearly our bedtime and you're asleep now, you have been for hours--actually--just as I knew you would be when you first lay down tangled in a net of blankets, promising, "I won't, I won't" with drowsy confidence after asked if you were going to sleep. "I just want to lie down," your gentle hand shooed me away. And so I went, leaving a light trail of kisses so I could find my way back.