Stay with me, somehow, and see the world as I see it, pretty and dreary, though more dead than alive, and squint your eyes into the sizzling desert, riddled with hollow bones, and look further to the flowering cacti; then maybe you would see me reflecting back in its fruit and know that it is my life; I tempt death's grip, but he cannot reach one so destined to survive regardless of such extremes of hot and cold or of such arid landscapes, but I musn't sip at the clouds searching for water, and maybe I'd admit I've tried, so stay with me, somehow, and discover me for yourself.
okay so maybe I am in a bad state but at least I haven't died yet