Disturbed by the fact that future is uncertain, as of now, peace of mind is the only thing, which is need of hour.
Desired since long, desired often, peace is now, also is need of hour.
Everything in life comes at a price and hence never take anything for granted even if it seems to be a part of your life because you reap what you sow. Hence always it's better to have a firm cause behind each and every effort that is made in life while in present.
Definitely if not now, then later on sometime. If not in present, then in future, definitely success will be a part of your life, which will make you feel and understand the fact that outside world is a lot different from what was thought of it since prior.
Even if you have decided to remain yourself while in present, always remember, keep in mind and follow the same, never take anything for granted ever again in life.